Frustrations!

How do you not get so frustrated? I wish I could answer that but lately I have been a basket of frustration. Maybe its because I have 6 kids this week? The extra kids are not bad but when you add them to mine it equals alot of kids, noise and frustration! I have had 2 meltdowns this week and it makes me go to bed crying that Im a terrible mom because it seems like all I do is yell and I HATE THAT! For instance, last night was showers for all of them, that is of course after the football game, homework and eating dinner (don was in moses fixing my van) Jared was just being a bear and he was in the shower crying and whining and all I could do was cry! Of course he said im so sorry mom and i love you the mostest and i will be good, well of course that makes me feel like about 2 inches tall and an awful person! So this morning we were running later than I thought and my red level got high really quick, so while they were eating I sat on the couch and chanted the blog I posted a couple days ago about what Im thankful for, it worked for a few minutes lol! So I ask how do you not get frustrated?

This weekend is flag football in Ritzville. Jareds game is at 8am and Josh and Bradlys game is at noon..ugh! Don and Patrick will be in Airway Heights at his race, which Im so sad I dont get to watch, but I will sunday! Im dropping the 2 extras at a friends house sunday and heading up to the races. Patrick is SO excited, its just him and his dad camping at the races and enjoying some great dad son time! Well Im off this thing til monday, hope you all have a great weekend!!