It has been such a stressful day! My youngest can frustrate me and send me into a mood faster than anyone! He is very OCD and impatient. If his pants are to long he wont wear them, if they dont tie he wont wear them, he will only wear fuzzy socks, his shirts and coats cannot go past his wrist or I have to roll them up, his shoes have to be double knotted or he will freak out! I have just learned to accept this, its a battle Im not going to fight, so I buy pants and my mom puts elastic in them so they tie, you just gotta do what ya gotta do! I could write for hours how these men send me over the limit, but I can also write about how they make me smile. No matter how much they fight, they always play with each other, no matter how annoyed Parker gets with Jared he always tickles and wrestles him and plays video games with him. They really are fabulous boys and I wish I didnt take them for granid. One day they wont be here, they will be off doing their own thing, and that makes me SO sad to think about. Although I know its a good thing, they are my babies and I have devoted my whole life to them. I get up in the morning because of them, I try to be the best person ever because of them, I take prozac because of them ha! I cook for them, clean for them, cuddle them, kiss them, hug them, make sure they have clean teeth and clean bodies, that their clothes fit and that they know how much I love them, bigger than the universe!
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