Thoughts!

I had a very interesting day at work yesterday. I was in the Lab, its not as hectic as being on the floor and I love it! So I'm sitting there and started a fb email with a so called "friend" (who is now deleted and blocked) she stats telling me my boys are going to resent me because I am keeping them from their dad. Well that hit a nerve with me. First I was thinking, well their dad is at home with them because they all have the day off, but she was referring to the sperm donor. After talking with Tina about this she pointed out that I have to remember those who seek their own kind of justice through someone else, are just worth praying for. They are the pathetic creatures God puts on the earth to teach us humanitarianism. And spot on she is. This person knows NOTHING of what the actual situation is just what she has heard from 1 side of the story. So I instantly forgave her and the other people involved and I let it go. I don't understand why people feel the need to get in the middle of other peoples business when it has NOTHING to do with them? When my boys are 18 they can chose if they want to see him, we support whatever decision. Right now my oldest does and my 2nd oldest wants him in a different country. That may change it may not. What will NEVER change is they have THE best DAD/FATHER/SUPPORT/HERO/FRIEND ever and that will NEVER change! Its almost 10 years since the adoption, we have moved on with our lives, why cant you? Tina also said I will always be a certain person insecurities, why? She got what she wanted, why not leave me and my family alone? So I am working on the list above, I wish everyone would! I really do pray for those in my past, but that's where they are, in my past!

My oh My!

I am almost dirt bike racing worn out! The boys (Pat and Josh) rode last weekend where Josh got 7th place. It was cold and windy! Patrick did awesome on the obstical course and so did Don. They had fun and that's all that matters! This weekend they headed up to Airway Heights to race and Patrick crashed and hyper extended his shoulder ugh! The Dr wants us to follow up with Patricks Dr and do another xray to make sure it is fractured! This boy and his medical bills, I'm going to need to do a fundraiser or something LOL! I had to work all weekend, it was the Desert 100 in town which is a HUGE dirt bike race. Friday night we had 8 ER's, Saturday we only had about 17 and today when I left at 2pm we were up to 9 I think. Damn riders! I'm so happy I only work 2 days this week! Love that! Since we have baseball 4 nights this week. Patrick is out of track for a while. We went up to Bellingham and had such a great time! The weather was amazing and so was the company! The kids played and played and played! Tina and I went shopping and lunch at Olive Garden which was amazing! James' brother brought over clams, gross but the kids liked them lol! Before we went over I went over to Taras and got to see my Daddy and Joyce and my sissy and girls! I miss everyone so much over there! The shipyard is hiring 800 people, I told Don, maybe we should move back and then I thought for a second and said "freak no". We rode the ferry! The littles have not been on a ferry ever I don't think lol. I was always to scared to take it incase of running into someone. They loved it! We really had an amazing relaxing time! Spring break is ending today, back to school tomorrow, we are so close to the end of the year, cant wait!!