Who would of thought after the HUGE Y2K scare that we would even make it to 2015!I would say it feels weird typing 2015 but I have been writing it at work for a couple weeks now! Our night was super laid back and nice! Tina came over to pick up her puppy so she stayed the night with us. She got a sister puppy to our Sophie, such sweet babies! We toasted, ate lots of food and of course kicked her but in Sorry ha! We talked and talked and I finally went to bed at 10:15 HA! I worked almost all day yesterday so I was so tired, so my Bubba went to bed with me :)We always get invited to parties and stuff, but honestly, I would rather be home with my men, they will not be here forever and I would rather bring in every new year with them then go out and drink and party. I guess that's part of growing up?! Today, we have our snack foods and were getting ready for the Rose Bowl, Go Ducks! I have always set resolutions for the New Year, and never ever kept 1 ha! So this year I am just going to love more, understand more, be patient more, spend every minute I can with my all my men, more date nights with Don and more trips to the West Side is a must. I do need to reach my goal weight wise and I am always changing it lol, it was 160 but I may go down to 150 or even 145, just depends on how I feel when I get to each one. Mainly I want to be healthy and I think I really am! I have had some highs and lows about this last year, let me state them:
Lows:
Hated myself, low self esteem, tired all the time, grouchy, used by people, hated by family (ok, 1 family member ha)bad choices.
Highs:
My family, weight loss, starting to love myself, actually thinking I am worth something (even though Don tells me every single day) more energy, not as grouchy, helping friends who need it.
When I see this the good far out weights the bad! This is the first day of a blank book with 365 days worth of pages, start the book out great! Love, be kind, honest, compassionate and always remember, someone has it far worse then you, stop complaining!!
Happy 2015!!!
